This week started off a little bit slow, but I have big plans to make it a productive week! I took advantage of having some time to relax over the weekend with no plans and got some work done, watched some Netflix and made some returns at the mall. This month, I want to get a head start on reaching my goals and putting as much work in as I can so that’s what we can look forward to this week! I’ll be linking as many items as possible again in this post so you can shop the ones you love! Don’t forget to subscribe to my blog and follow me on Instagram @karenmauritzenn to see these outfits in real time!
Oh goodness what a sleepy Monday. I was definitely not feeling my best this morning, but I’m not going to let that keep me from being productive and getting some work done. I might need a little extra coffee, but I’ll do what it takes. Some things on the agenda for today include writing a ton of blog posts that I prepped on Sunday night, finalizing my plans for my birthday, redoing my budget for the next few months, and looking up some blogger events coming this month. One thing that’s on my mind today is how important what I do over the next few months is going to be. The work that you put in now might not be exciting, but seeing the result later on makes it worth the trouble. A few of my goals that I’m working on for the next 6 months or so is saving as much as I can before I move into an apartment, paying off as much student loan and credit card debt as I can before moving (to help improve my credit score), and growing my blog and Instagram following to 350 and 2,500 respectively. For me, I know these goals take a ton of discipline, focus, and passion to achieve so I’m starting right away to get myself there.
To be completely honest, this feels like it’s setting out to be the worst week of my life. 2020 has not been kind to me so far, I’ll tell you. I wrote over the last few weeks that I had a wonderful 2019 and I am really looking forward to the coming year. But so far, I just feel completely miserable and really not happy at all. It’s really hitting me this week that I need to make some changes, but I am completely at a loss of how to make those changes successful. I don’t feel like I have the skills, knowledge, or experience to make them and frankly no one really cares unless you have those. So far it’s been tough and I can’t even pretend that I tried to be positive about it. I fell deep into a negative hole and am struggling to pull myself out of it right now. Maybe I set my expectations too high or maybe I just thought it would be easier or maybe I thought this year would be as good as last year. It looks like we might be in for a year of struggles.
Well I have to say, today was much better than yesterday. I was in such a depressed hole yesterday, I had no idea if I’d ever get out of it. Although I didn’t wake up feeling immensely better, I did feel a little bit more open to being positive which made a huge difference I think. Nothing really went wrong, so it was a pretty good day. Things were busy at work today which helped keep me distracted. I also paid about $7 for my latte at Starbucks today which was horrifying. It tasted like dirty water so needless to say, I’m sticking with my regular unsweetened cold brew, that is still also extremely overpriced. I got some packages in this week also so I’m planning to shoot a big haul of all the things I got recently to put on my IGTV. I have to figure out how to edit that sort of thing, but I’m hoping Andrew will help me with that over the weekend! I’m back to feeling good about putting out new content, so hopefully I’ll get my creative juices flowing again.
Today has the potential to be a really great day and yet I feel myself getting discouraged. I woke up feeling good and excited for the day, but I really easily let certain frustrations get me down. This week has been particularly difficult for me to keep my head up about certain things. I know that I really need to just be patient and make sure I do what I need to be doing, but it feels like I’m getting no where. I hope that this phase of life doesn’t last too long because I can feel that it’s truly taking a toll on my mental health, but we’ll have to wait and see. As for everything else today, it should be a light easy day. It’s super cold in NYC today, so I wore this really beautiful heavy sweater and I love it so much. It’s one of the coziest sweaters I own and it’s worth every penny. I got it last week and it’s currently sold out, but I have a feeling it will restock!
Happy Friday! I’m happy to say that this week is finally over and I’m looking forward to relaxing tonight and getting ready for a relaxing weekend but also doing some much needed blog work. I’m hoping today will be pretty light and easy, not too busy but we’ll see. Andrew and I are getting some dinner in the city tonight to test out a few places I am thinking of going to for my birthday next weekend. I’m having such a hard time deciding if I want to actually do anything for my birthday but I also feel like I’d regret not doing something. Does anyone else struggle with this?? I decided that if I like these places tonight, I’ll have a little birthday party and if not then I guess we’ll just skip it this year. Stay tuned! I’m doing a whole blog post about what I ended up doing for my birthday!
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